Dear Diary;
Today I got up (early) and went to shoot photos at another of Kevin's Xdog Events races. It was a nice cool morning. I'd have loved to run today. The weather was perfect. Until it rained. Even the rain wasn't too bad. I managed to take over 100 pictures and upload them today. I got some good ones and some crap too. I was hoping one of my volunteers would make it out to help but I didn't see her. Today was supposed to be a dry run for Gorgefest but I haven't gotten a video camera from Kevin and I don't think I will either.
There's lots of things going on in my head lately. Not much in my life, but there's plenty upstairs. I told my girlfriend a few weeks ago about my feelings and where she fit in. It wasn't a pretty sight. I knew what I was going to say would cause a row but I thought I'd get brownie points for being honest. Nope. We managed to talk it out though. I don't think we've settled anything.
Work is bad. The project isn't even getting close to done yet and they're cracking the whip and trying to get us there 24/7. I would have thought I'd be there 13 hours a day like last time. I don't even want to be there at all! I'm in a serious funk at work. I don't exactly know why. I should be putting in more hours but I just can't seem to. Part of it is I'm very busy outside of work. I have nowhere to relax. If I'm at work, I'm working and when I get home I'm working on something else. There's only a few more weeks of school for the term. I'm not too concerned about that. My class is pretty easy this term. Gorgefest is coming up and I'm a little freaked about it. I want to do well but I don't feel like I'm getting the support I need. I'm just going to try and have a good time and get as many good photos as possible.
My friend called from vacation the other day. She wanted me to know she made it there o.k. Sometimes I just want to wring her neck. I want to jump up and down and scream at her and tell her she's making poor decisions, but I won't. I may tell her how I feel one day. I may not either. I don't think she'd take it seriously. [sigh]
That's all for today. I've gotten myself into enough trouble for one day.
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